I understand. Im a lil bit kecoh kasar type of girl. Im sorry. Im not that type of girl dulu.

Pain changes me, I got my own reason why I jadi mcmtu. Im afraid to get hurt again.

I dont want to feel the same pain again, it hurts a lot. I hope you understand. 

But somehow I sedar, jadi mcmtu tak best pun. Thanks tegur, I'll change for the better.

Im sorry , Nik Nur Aishah